Worth

"Shean, for the next five months, just come to me. You have done enough to yourself now..just stop."

Everytime I didnt listen...it just keeps gettin worse..Now its just got to a point thats beyond baaaaad. For what its worth, I cant tell what the hell is goin on :) and I never dooo haha, but wats for sure is...that whatever has been set, I have to follow through whether I like it or not :S.

Goodbye and Good Nitez!

Confusion...My cup of tea

Think I have finally found where I want to go in life...and how I want to live it out...The thing is that I have been confused as to how I am suppose to life my live and how I shuold be in front of people and just how to get by my day.... Well, everything starts from here now, hopefully everything will turn out well :). Thx all who have been readin and keepin check on my blog. Time for me to move on. Thx Guys!

My life, my love, and the road ahead

Time for me to take things into consideration.....Everything doesnt seem to be working right again...Maybe its time to really take things seriously. I cant wait.........and neither can time.

Possiblities....

"Anything is possible, just believe."

And I chose to believe, because thats all I know and I dont know what else to follow...

Calm....

Here are somethings that I heard or read which helped me see things a lil clearer....

"Dude....know your place in this world...."

"So....how many times have u failed again?"

"Tip #1 for survival: Stay calm, dont give up, outlast the problem."

"Dude, your just a failure man. Give it up."

Last one was especially painful...years and years of that, yea it gets to you. So now I cant really do much but to just start from where i left off...Cant imagine myself old and thinking of how my life would be like if I did the stuff I wanted to do. I dont want that kind of life, I wanna live >.<

Lone...

As the title suggests....lone as in alone, yea, works out better for me. I feel I am better off being on my own...Not relating to people around me which has turned out to be such a pain for me....But either ways, I think I function better by myself...I mean I dont mind being nice to people and stuff...its just that some people dont get it. Some dont appreciate it and some of them just take advantage of....yea. So yea, these are the sort of stuff that turns me down....Tried to help but...nvm. Being close is not always a good thing....Sometimes i think its better for me to shut off from the rest of the world =.=....

Signing out!

Gone Solo

Carrying that banner,
I was either stupid or crazy,
Either way....I know now what to do, and what I have done wrong,
Its been so crazy,
Time to stop doing what I have done for so long,
And face the cold hard truth......