Calm....

Here are somethings that I heard or read which helped me see things a lil clearer....

"Dude....know your place in this world...."

"So....how many times have u failed again?"

"Tip #1 for survival: Stay calm, dont give up, outlast the problem."

"Dude, your just a failure man. Give it up."

Last one was especially painful...years and years of that, yea it gets to you. So now I cant really do much but to just start from where i left off...Cant imagine myself old and thinking of how my life would be like if I did the stuff I wanted to do. I dont want that kind of life, I wanna live >.<

Lone...

As the title suggests....lone as in alone, yea, works out better for me. I feel I am better off being on my own...Not relating to people around me which has turned out to be such a pain for me....But either ways, I think I function better by myself...I mean I dont mind being nice to people and stuff...its just that some people dont get it. Some dont appreciate it and some of them just take advantage of....yea. So yea, these are the sort of stuff that turns me down....Tried to help but...nvm. Being close is not always a good thing....Sometimes i think its better for me to shut off from the rest of the world =.=....

Signing out!

Gone Solo

Carrying that banner,
I was either stupid or crazy,
Either way....I know now what to do, and what I have done wrong,
Its been so crazy,
Time to stop doing what I have done for so long,
And face the cold hard truth......